Friday, March 27, 2009
i skipped school today cos i couldnt stand people staring at me, pointing in my direction and whispering about me as though i were some monster. although hell yeah, with the way i look now, i'd probably stare and point too if i were u. :( you people probably think im some idiot who got the date of halloween wrong and am wearing a horrible mask to go trick or treating. well surprise surprise, its not a mask, its my face. *SOB*
sigh. well i guess at the worst i'll be able to get a job with a circus as the circus freak.
my face looks like it has clusters of little raspberries all over it.
i hope i get well soon.
i hope my face goes back to normal.
i hope people stop staring at me.
i've got a freaking basketball match tomorrow!! how am i supposed to play with my skin in this condition??!!
what am i freakin gona do??!!
went to KDU college with chaichi the other day. just to keep u people informed, this KDU is not the prestigious, high class, private school, this KDU is Kolej Bandar Utama, which is just an average college. we found it kinda boring and the only thing i acheived was tying a cherry stalk into a knot with my tongue. :D
there wasnt really anything much to do there so we left early and took a cab to 1U.
me and chaichi
why am i so blurred when everything around me is clear O.O
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
well i wouldnt wanna bore u with lengthy elaborations on what i did so i'll just talk about a few of them.
on saturday, i was up and off to the beach at 7am. i kid u not. it was organised by my church youth and we spent the day there till 3p.m. where i got seriously sunburnt.
madly dug random holes in the sand with great enthusiasm. =)
on sunday, i went to MPSJ where my team took part in the 3x3 basketball competition being held there.
the sun was VERY VERY HOT and even though we stayed in the shade when we werent playing,everybody got sunburnt. my team won champion and we were really happy about it cos the organiser said we would get hampers and rm300 cash. but guess what, all we got was the hamper. so unfair! why do we only get a hamper but the guys team champion get rm300 and hamper?! ever heard of gender equality? whats so special that the guys get rm300 and the girls dont get any cash? the hamper was like so small and the stuff in it wasnt nice at all. if it was full of cadbury and ferero rocher and hello panda i wouldnt be complaining. :(
anyway that will be featured in the NST(the 3x3 basketball competition) so look out for it, whoever of you which read the NST. i dont read the NST so i'll be glad if u let me know if u see it. :) thanks!
so the result of my holidays is i came back to school with a terrible sunburn. i'm now like 5 skin tones darker, my lips are chapped and bleeding, my whole face is itchy and the skin from my face is peeling.
do you know what is that? no? take a closer look..ok, i'll tell you. its a freakin part of my face which is peeling off! >.< !!
Monday, March 16, 2009
im going to zap all you cursed zits into oblivion with this! see what it says on the label there? it says 'vanishing formula' so thats what im going to do to all of you. im going to make all of you VANISH with this! *poof* and be gone! :D
yes, i know i look retarded and no, i do not have some kind of weird skin disease or whatever. im zapping the zits away with Oxy10! nyeknyek :P
Saturday, March 14, 2009
i dont have any singular pics of u so these will have to do.
- plays basketball too (thats how i got to know him)
- doesnt talk that much?
- braces boy :P
anyway happy belated b'day and may u have a great year. :)
this is the not-fully-grown yet pony. which i wasnt allowed to ride cos it was only a year old and only kids could ride it.
Friday, March 13, 2009
i'm sure many of you have seen this phrase before. but how many of u actually know that it comes from the bible? (and fyi yes, this pic is actually the pic of a page in the bible)
LOVE. how many of us have actually professed to be in love, but were actually in it for our own interests or personal gain? or how many of us say we love our boyfriends/girlfriends, but have like 50 of them? how 'in love' with them can u be when u have so many? what do we mean when we say those three words to someone?
well,for me, this is what love means :
- i would be patient with him, even if he drove me up the wall. :)
- it would take alot for me to get angry with him.
- and even if i did get angry, i'd probably forgive him quickly.
- i would sacrifice my shoes, clothes, PHONE, etcetc. that is, IF he would want them. but i'm sure not many guys have a desire for 4-inch heels or bras(since they dont have anything to put in them :P)
- i would always be there for him. im not gona say 'if he needed me' cos, screw it whether he needed me or not, i would just BE there for him, whether he needed me or not.
- i'd do my best to understand him, however many annoying idiosyncrasies he has or whatnot.
- i'd respect him and his decisions.
- and i'd want to be his confidante and hear all his problems, be it accidentally putting on his socks inside out or getting involved in an accident.
- i'd put him first
- i'd commit my heart to him
in this modern world where we are so 'in touch' with everything, sometimes i cant help but contemplate whether love in the past was better. i mean, i look around me, and i cant help but think that love is prepackaged, commercialised,fast and expensive. how many of us would prefer getting a text that says 'luv u nite' or a real conversation?
i HATE HATE HATE guys that tell a girl that they love her when all they wanna do is get laid and get out. where is your freakin self respect, your morals, your consideration for someone's feelings? getting your cheap,sick satisfaction by telling a girl u love her is more important than a person's feelings? well congrats to u, u sick jerk, cos u've just made it on my list of world's most screwed up people, along with all those rapists, molesters, murderers and what other scum of the world.and when i hear people who say that theyre heartbroken when their 20th boyfriend/girlfriend dumps them but get another one in like a month, i doubt that they've ever TRULY known what it means to fall in love. why do people say 'i love you forever' when they break up with someone after only like 3months? why do guys say stuff like 'i swear on my mother's name to always love u and take care of u' when after 3months, u dump the girl? why even say it in the first place when it never truly meant anything to u?
but i admit that love, TRUE love,is a wonderful thing. the love that comforts you when u screw up, the love that willingly sacrifices, that puts others first before itself. love that has been on for 10years but still makes one blush when u kiss her on the lips and hug her in public. :) the love that makes miracles possible.
yes, u get your heart broken when u fall in love and truly commit but the one u leave dumps you. its been almost two years since i fell for that someone so hard and he left me, and i've never loved anyone else the way i loved him ever since. i was hurt alot and it was a painful experience, but at least i know now not to be so naive or trust people so easily. i made mistakes too, but i've learnt from experience. getting hurt only makes you stronger, cos y'know 'what doesnt kill you only makes you stronger' :)
doesnt it look gorgeous? this is the game i love, what i live for. i know i might not be VERY good at it, but i wouldnt stop playing for all the money in the world. its been almost 6years since i started playing it, and i wish i would never have to stop.
at usj12 basketball court
the MSSD court in serdang. it was an awesome stadium :D
the usj4 ramly burger in all its delicious gooey, messy, sticky, fattening sauce. which in my opinion makes it all the more delicious. chunkit looked at this picture in my phone and said at a glance, he thought it was somebody's donated heart bleeding on a white surgical hospital sheet. O.o ? only a retard like him could make something so goddamn delicious sound disgusting. XD
ramly burger wrapper (after i ate the burger and licked the wrapper clean too) :P
here she is taking her medicine. =)
Monday, March 9, 2009
so all i ate today was this
one miserable packet of mamee monster that i snitched from my bro. anyway, has anyone realised how tiny it has become? some of my childhood memories from primary school are playing with my friends after school munching on mamee monster that we had bought from the uncle selling titbits outside the school compound. it cost only rm0.30 per pkt, the mamee monster used to be the size of my face and was thick to boot.
and now the mamee monster is so...not the size of my face. XD i think its smaller than even half of my face. and its now not only small, its thin. =/ plus now mamee monster is already like rm0.50 per pkt. thats like 140% of the price we used to pay but now we're getting smaller portions. :'(
Sunday, March 8, 2009
and it only cost rm27.90!! ^.^
Thursday, March 5, 2009
Me trying to teach my sis how to stand (and her stubbornly NOT wanting to learn) XD
My 4th birthday ;D
So i fished it out of my bowl and threw it away. After which i proceeded to finish up the soup. Let's i hope i didnt miss any other worms when i threw that one out. :/